first of may sensation

May 1, 2013, 7:50 am

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Time must be faster than usual , I didn't even see how my april went this year . May will be most exciting and anxious month in this year for me , where the status of application to further my study will be announce in no time and the registration shall be in the same month !. Beside , may will be the hottest and historical month of the year where the Malaysia 13th General Election will be held on 5/5.


Talking about this coming GE  , my first and second brother are now eligible to vote for the first time . They must be so excited to join the movement of reformation , right bro ?. I myself spend most of my time wandering around facebook to know the latest about political atmosphere of our beloved nation. Now I can see 99.9% of my friends talking about politics , such a positive changes , why not ? we can know what someone stand for with their view in politics .Even who said "aku x kesah politik" also have stand , that is .. they are not care on what society would be in the future , not sure if they have done researching or just get bored and gave up with all the endless 'drama' . 4 days to go , who are eligible to vote please , as a youth of this nation I begging you to use your right to make a change to a better Malaysia . Whatever you stand for , just vote please.

1st May of 2013 , I've spend my night reading 'komplikasi jiwa muslim' by Dr. Tuah Iskandar while listening to the radio , I planned to read it as my bedtime story but I end up stayed all night long until the morning , that's how I finish that book ! . I start wonder why I can bear almost 5 hours with a book whereas I never did such a thing , it must have to do with the radio .. ! . Beside , that book is so 'santai' not like 7 habits of highly effective person which I almost end up sleep , because it take time to digest what it said , how weak am I !  ... so I can say that my May is begin with a good starter right ?

don't mocking me please

Do you remeber this entry , Events On May ? I didn't believe it have been a year ! . ya I miss those moment with my classmates making nuts all the times . But I have to go on and make nuts with new friends too right hahahahaha! what kind of ambitious person am I ... （。_°☆＼(- – )

So I'm here just to say , welcome May , I don't sure whether I'm the one who should welcomed them or vice verses. To my comrades , let's begin our adventurous journey !

Here's a song for us 

English Translation

Reach, reach to faraway

Soon we'll revive these tears

And send them away

Beyond this door

An unseen tomorrow arrives

A long, long story about you has begun

Being lost and noticing

Calling out and struggling daily

Illuminating this path

A little further ahead again

Tears, tears

That you shed

In joyful times

What are they doing

Floating in a tidy pool?

In the twinkling southern sky

The number of stars

Is the limit of encounters

Learn of love, get a map

And connecting

Reach, reach to faraway

Soon we'll revive these tears

And send them away

From beyond this door

An unseen tomorrow arrives

A long, long story about you has begun

As that girl waved back she turned around

Looked back one more time

Before disappearing

Into the wave of humanity

The lenses of your heart are fogged

You sigh for yourself

You twinkle even for a regrettable scene

That you lost

Reach, reach to faraway

Soon we'll revive these tears

And send them away

Even in the dried-up wind

We can become an everlasting fountain

A long, long story about you has begun

Right, you can't do anything alone

But don't give up on yourself

C'mon, your engine has silently

Been lighted by the lamp

Wait for what will happen tonight

Though no good can come from it, seize it

You can't go wrong

Reach, reach to faraway

Soon we'll revive these tears

And send them away

Someday, in a page you'll turn to,

You'll surely be flooded with people

A long, long story about you has begun

From here on out it starts

The one and only story about you

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Hall of fame

May 2, 2013, 2:01 am

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"Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly." - Robert F. Kennedy

Have you been so frustrated in your life because no matter hard you try , nothing were change ? . Have you been so frustrated that whatever you hope for , never come true ? Everybody will , no exception that they will face a hard situation in their life , academic , sports , marriage , job , children , society .... no single human will not be touch by an obstacle . Remember , the life itself is a test . But in every obstacle we want to get rid of , we need an inner spirit and courage to do so . Sometimes a song magically can be a trigger to our self-motivation.

Here we come , a song that I found able to give a touch of courage. This song is dedicated to us by our teacher , Pn.Rohana . If I were not mistaken , she give this song at the midst of SPM trial examination in our class group. Feel the passion of this song and keep going !

Hall Of Fame

Yeah, you can be the greatest
You can be the best
You can be the King Kong banging on your chest

You could beat the world
You could beat the war
You could talk to God, go banging on his door

You can throw your hands up
You can beat the clock (yeah)
You can move a mountain
You can break rocks
You can be a master
Don't wait for luck
Dedicate yourself and you gon' find yourself

Standing in the hall of fame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
'Cause you burn with the brightest flame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

You can go the distance
You can run the mile
You can walk straight through hell with a smile

You could be the hero
You could get the gold
Breaking all the records they thought never could be broke

Yeah, do it for your people
Do it for your pride
How you ever gonna know if you never even try?

Do it for your country
Do it for your name
'Cause there's gonna be a day...

When you're standing in the hall of fame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
'Cause you burn with the brightest flame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

Be a champion, be a champion, be a champion, be a champion
On the walls of the hall of fame

Be students
Be teachers
Be politicians
Be preachers
(Yeah)

Be believers
Be leaders
Be astronauts
Be champions
Be truth seekers

Be students
Be teachers
Be politicians
Be preachers

Be believers
Be leaders
Be astronauts
Be champions

Standing in the hall of fame (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah, yeah, yeah)
'Cause you burn with the brightest flame (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

(You can be a champion)
You could be the greatest
(You can be a champion)
You can be the best
(You can be a champion)
You can be the King Kong banging on your chest

(You can be a champion)
You could beat the world
(You can be a champion)
You could beat the war
(You can be a champion)
You could talk to God, go banging on his door

(You can be a champion)
You can throw your hands up
(You can be a champion)
You can beat the clock
(You can be a champion)
You can move a mountain
(You can be a champion)
You can break rocks

(You can be a champion)
You can be a master
(You can be a champion)
Don't wait for luck
(You can be a champion)
Dedicate yourself and you gonna find yourself
(You can be a champion)

Standing in the hall of fame

Third of May Sensation

May 3, 2013, 12:47 pm

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Today is third of may , 2 days to go for 13th GE . Every members of my family now gather around and we celebrate it with steamboat as usual. Now everybody can't wait for the 5th of may 〜(￣▽￣〜). Today also the day where the status of UTP application came out , so due to that I try to open the page but the same error occur , I try it over and over again like crazy and I was like "seriously UTP ? you getting on my nerves! ok forget this , aku tak dapat kot .. huarrghh ". I've been waiting so long and suddenly my internet explorer cannot respond with the page , so I just gave up that afternoon and fall asleep . The sense of 'give upness' lingering my soul until I open the page using my brother's lappy and ...............

Ya I successfully open the page ... what do you expect ha?

A month ago , when what I've expect do not come true and a little of inferiority pierce into my heart , I try to gain back my self-trust . Alhamdulillah , it's really wonderful that I can relieved myself by accepting His greater plan that I believed is the better for me.  Followed by the failed of my JPJ test , in one moment I feel like a loser , again , I think by being patient and believed all of His plan will be the best solution . Have you lost so much thing that sometimes you want to pay it back by your success ? . 

This is what I do with UTP application when I'm chosen to be interviewed (still remember this entry : '' Let's just finish this and go to da party '' , said Kinah) . They said it's hard to get in , only 700 out of 5000 will be chosen and that time I was like ''naaah I will not be one of them, for sure maaa" , to make it more dramatically, my rival comes from what I called 'upper class school' and their result is outstanding for me , you know what I mean hahaha . But deep in the bottom of my heart where the space is occupy by 'monster' is shouting ''come kinah you got to be one of them ! " hahaha this self-complexity is difficult to explain to the public haha haha hah. My mission is to challenge myself and show myself that " I can! no matter what ! " (shouting) and to return back a piece of smile of my parent , I want to give them something that they can proud of (even they didn't ask such a thing). 

'' The only failure is not to try. '' - George Clooney

But the greatest challenge is to believe in yourself ! It's not the matter of other people , it's about you . If you can't get your self-trust then there's no point of being somebody , that's what I try to achieve *Hall of fame by The Script ft.Will.I.Am is now playing 〜(^∇^〜) *

Not to say that I already have that self-trust but this thing if I can get it , then I can say "see sakinah , you can dude , come here comrade , we'll set the sail and let's the ship go off the shore ! " .... Sometimes we expect more to other people but we forget to believe in ourselves , I think that is the greatest mistake we often make.

And here the result ... (finally *breath out*)

Alhamdulillah for that chance . And here I wanna story a little about my interviewer whom I found very smart,sweet,lovely,wise and friendly . We got a study case relate to sport and we have to discuss about the government policy which should be apply to resolve the arising problem. They said we have to think outside the box or something like that , critical thinking bla bla bla (it's not hard as what I told la , take it easy dude). When the time comes to me to be interviewed , this is what happen . Even this is not the real dialogue , but this is the point of which I remember , the interviewer has many times respond to my point and ask something, and I'm not that 'kind of ' fluent :

Me : I think the roots of all this problem is the mentality of the society itself , and this mentality is come from our educational system which is exam oriented system . I mean look at USA , they produce a lot of athlete and Japan also, their educational system come from every aspect , they're not only focus on academic to fulfill the market demand . The government has to shift the paradigm of our educational system .

Interviewer : But as you know our government and japan government is different , they often change the government but we still with one government , so to make that change is quite difficult . That's the reality we should look on before go with the solution.

Me : ( dalam hati : wow!! you got my point !! you really got my billion of respect !! LOL) aaa yaa , that's the problem haha ha ha (not sure to laugh or to be serious) but the policy is futile if we can't do something with the roots of the problem ... bla bla bla bla bla..

And that's what I called the sweetest moment in the UTP that day hahahahaha ! . We're ask to think outside the box but now I think I can get into the box (jail).

My classmate , yap kian yeap also got the offer , and only both us from our school apply for UTP for this year , proud of us yap *lap air mata* . He will accept the offer and be UTPian in no time. Foundation program for 1 year , if you got 3.5 and above , the chance for getting Petronas scholarship is high. The chance of you to be like Rafizi Ramli is also high hahahaha ( adore him wooo).

gambar ehsan dari google

My inferiority said it was 'nasib' , even it's actually 'rezeki' , but what I truly want to say is "yeaay we got it sakinah as expected from us !" .

# Our self-trust is far more important than any of the offer dude.

Yeah, you can be the greatest , You can be the best  , You can be the King Kong banging on your chest 

 - Hall of fame 

Allah Allah Allah

Ini Kalilah !

May 4, 2013, 8:22 am

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Saya dedikasikan lagu ini kepada pejuang-pejuang keadilan & kebenaran khususnya di Malaysia sempena Pilihan Raya Umum yang ke 13 yang akan berlangsung esok 5/5/2013 . Saya menyatakan sokongan sepenuhnya kepada gagasan Pakatan Rakyat . Jangan gentar lagi sahabat , this is our way , 'We Are Returning'

Ai'dun (arabic lyrics and translation)

"Dan taatilah Allah dan RasulNya dan jgnlh kamu berselisih, yg menyebabkan kamu mnjadi gentar dan kekuatanmu hilang dan bersabarlah. Sungguh, Allah beserta orang-orang sabar"

(Al-Anfal:46)

Cerpen yang tidak cerpen : PRU13 Dan Kepala 'Hotak' Aku

May 6, 2013, 5:41 pm

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Ini adalah cerita dan pandangan aku berkenaan PRU13 yang baru sahaja selesai semalam 5/5/2013. Pagi aku bermula dengan penuh senyuman dan terus ke dapur menyapa mak aku "selamat hari raya ! " dan terus 'meng hupdate' twitter dengan keramat yang sama. Ya ini adalah perayaan rakyat meraikan demokrasi melalui kebebasan memilih pemimpin , aku biarpun masih tidak layak mengundi tetapi tetap bersemangat meraikan hari tersebut dengan akses media alternatif , twitter dan facebook . Dedikasinya aku 'meng hupdate' informasi dan opinion dari warga facebook dan twitter Jaya. Warga kedua laman sosial berkenaan sememangnya sangat teruja menjalankana tanggungjawab sebagai rakyat , tidak terkecuali ibu bapa dan kedua abang ku yang sudah layak mengundi , masing-masing menunjukkan jari telunjuk kiri yang sudah dicalit dakwat. Bangga.

Majoriti rakyat dari pandangan aku mahu suatu perubahan direalisasikan melalui undi mereka , sekian lama mereka menunggu setelah merasakan bahawa kerajaan yang sedia ada tidak mampu memenuhi tuntutan rakyat. Pengumuman pembubaran parlimen yang lewat membuatkan orang ramai membuat spekulasi , kelegaan yang amat nyata apabila Perdana Menteri akhirnya berjaya membuat pengumuman tersebut . Bagaikan hari raya pada tarikh 3/4/2013 , masing-masing mengucapkan syukur dan syabas , seperti baru dilepaskan dari penjara ......


Suasana penamaan calon tidak kurang meriahnya , bagaikan pesta , Melayu India Cina mengiringi calon-calon yang bertanding . Aku merasa iri hati melihat petugas-petugas di mahupun penyokong di lapangan , aku juga ingin merasa seperti mereka , tetapi kekangan seperti kenderaan mungkin menyukarkan aku , maka facebook dan twitter Jaya menjadi perantara. Penggunaan telefon pintar nyata membawa perubahan dalam menyampaikan maklumat terhadap awam , dimana sahaja , atas bawah tepi dan ceruk Malaysia semuanya mampu diperlihatkan kepada dunia dengan akses jalur lebar. Teruja aku melihat warna warni penamaan calon pada hari tersebut , gambar-gambar dan video dimuat naik , tiada kekecohan yang berlaku , Alhamdulillah , masing-masing berakal.

Tempoh 2 minggu berkempen diberikan , tarikh pengundian ditetapkan pada 5/5/13. Setiap hari,bangun aku bukan bangun yang biasa , terus aku hadapkan diri di depan lappy , menu pagi menjadi makan tengah hari, kerana lebih teruja melihat perkembangan politik negara . Warga facebook dan twitter Jaya yang aku sendiri tapis sememangnya berbaloi malahan bijak untuk diikuti . Idea , pendapat dan cereka berkenaan politik sentiasa mengalir seperti air .

Tersentuh dan naik semangatku melihat video-video flashmob Pakatan Rakyat dari dalam mahupun luar negara , mungkin kerana visual dan audio videonya yg bertaraf 5 bintang . #Husam4Putrajaya adalah kempen terbesar yang aku lihat oleh anak muda termasuk segelintir mahasiswa , hari-hari diisi dengan flashmob dari Putrajaya. Tidak kurang juga flashmob dari anak-anak mahasiswa di luar negara seperti mesir dan jordan, secara terbuka memberikan sokongan kepada Pakatan Rakyat .

Melalui apa yang aku lihat di facebook dan twitter, ceramah , himpunan dan konvoi pakatan rakyat sentiasa mendapat tempat di hati rakyat , ini dibuktikan dengan kebanjiran penyokong yang datang . Dari Barisan Nasional juga ada , ramai , tidak aneh bagi aku kerana mereka upaya untuk menggunakan media massa sepenuhnya , bahkan jabatan kerajaan , modal mereka bukan calang-calang ribu.

Bukan namanya politik jika tiada isu dimainkan ketika tempoh berkempen. Disebalik semua isu-isu tersebut suka aku dedahkan diri dengan pandangan dari ahli agamawan dan ahli akademik (aku juga menggelar abang-abang dan kakak-kakak mahasiswa sebagai ahli akademik) , tidak rela aku biarkan diri dalam keadaan jumud dan jahil. Ya benar ada beberapa isu yang datangnya dari kesilapan dari pimpinan PR sendiri, jatuh dalam perangkap musuh dari awal .Sayangnya.

Ahli agamawan dan ahli akademik juga mengajak masyarakat untuk memahami erti politik yang sebenar dan berusaha untuk turun mengundi dalam pilihan raya. Blogger dan vlogger terkenal seperti Matluthfi dan Angel Pakai Gucci juga tidak terlepas berbicara perihal politik dengan gaya santai mereka tetapi penuh berisi , simple but just really awesome. Sarcasm dari Matluthfi memang aku layan . Melalui mereka ini aku lihat, sifat 'neutral' dalam erti kata tidak mengendahkan politik dipertikaikan secara halus , kita mahu neutral yang ada stand , bukan juga neutral tanpa parti tapi pandangan yang penuh berisi adil di kedua belah pihak. Tuntasnya Figura-figura dalam masyarakat mula berbicara dengan giat perihal politik , malah ada yg menzahirkan sokongan secara terbuka. Politik bukan lagi sesuatu yang jangal untuk dibicarakan , malahan kita memang memerlukan keterbukaan sebegini dalam masyarakat . Politik dilihat bukan lagi sesuatu yang kotor dan jijik , malahan diisi dengan hujah idea dan fakta , golongan-golongan ini sedikit sebanyak berjaya menghidupkan suasana politik yang sihat pada pandangan aku. Maka sememangnya aku tidak segan untuk berdiri di atas pegangan aku sendiri.

Pada hemat aku , PR akan berjaya membentuk kerajaan pusat sekaligus memecahkan rekod negara yang selama lebih 55 tahun diperintah oleh satu parti melalui sokongan beratus ribu rakyat yang turun dalam setiap program PR . Kali ini perubahan pasti akan berlaku , itu yang aku dan beratus rakan maya yakini , 'Ini Kalilah!' sudah menjadi istilah keramat dan fenomena di laman sosial , maka tidak mustahil perubahan akan berlaku . Bukan aku seorang yang mempunyai harapan tinggi ini , seluruh negara bahkan merasainya. Kami merasakan sudah sampai masanya Malaysia diberi nafas baru setelah sekian lama dibawah pemerintahan satu parti yang terang-terangan mengamalkan rasuah , salah guna kuasa , kronisme dan pentadbiran yang tidak cekap dan telus . Kami mahu ubah , ubah dan ubah sehingga kami mendapat yang terbaik , sehingga islam diletakkan sesuai dengan kedudukannya. Dakwaan kononnya negara akan huru hara jika kerajaan bertukar amatlah tidak ilmiah dan logik pada pandangan kami. Kami juga bosan ditakut-takutkan dengan sentimen perkauman yang tidak berasas.

Benar saya masih muda, masih tidak cukup umur, tetapi itu tidak bermakna saya tiada hak untuk membaca dari pelbagai sumber , dan berfikir masih lagi 'dibenarkan' di dalam negara ini .Maka melalui pemerhatian , pembacaan , fikiran dan kata hati saya sememangnya membenarkan saya untuk memberi keyakinan kepada PR meletakkan harapan bahawa mereka akan menang dan menepati semua manifesto yang dijanjikan . Harapan ini adalah tinggi berdasarkan keyakinan kepada perubahan landskap politik yang berlaku , 'anak muda sudah bangkit' .Ya aku meletakkan keyakinan yang tinggi.

Terdapat ura-ura dari pengundi post bahawa dakwat yang didakwa kekal tidak kekal selama tempoh yang dijamin pihak SPR. Maka terbuktilah perkara tersebut di hari pengundian apabila hampir kesemua warga maya bising dakwat di jari mereka hilang walaupun hanya dibasuh dengan air biasa , hilang ketika basuh pinggan , hilang dilap tisu , hilang dengan saliva , hilang dikesat dengan rumput , hilang tidak sampai sehari . Ini adalah isu hak rakyat , isu keyakinan dan persepsi rakyat terhadap integriti suruhanjaya bebas seperti SPR , rakyat menuntut apa yang dijanjikan kepada mereka sahaja , bukan isu 'sapa suruh kamu basuh dengan air' , kartun sangat. Bila kita persoalkan hal ini berdasarkan hak yang dimiliki , kita pula yang mula dipersoal "meroyan lagi""SPR dah buat tu sudah la , cuba bersyukur sikit""kamu sokong mana?""mula la tu nak buat isu " . Berlaku kepada pendakwah bebas , Bro Sham Kamikaze.

Beli dakwat brjuta-juta, konon kekal 7 hari lamanya, tapi dibasuh hilanglah warna, duit kita juga yg diperguna. - Dr.MAZA

Seperti yang telah dijangka , news feed dipenuhi dengan gambar-gambar dan video rakyat bangladesh yang diberi IC biru untuk mengundi , mereka ini berjaya ditangkap oleh rakyat tempatan, disoal nama PM sebagainya . Jika ada yang meminta bukti kesahihan perkara ini sememangnya mereka sengaja menutup mata dan membutakan hati . Warga bangladesh memang sudah ramai sehingga membentuk koloni dalam negara , tetapi hingga tahap mempunyai IC biru itu sudah terlampau dasyat , dan tidak mungkin mereka ini sengaja menyibuk untuk mengundi jika tiada arahan . Biarpun begini tiada halangan dari pihak berkuasa , warga bangladesh berjaya menjadi sebahagian dari penentu arah tuju negara. Perkara ini sepatutnya menjadi isu besar , ia melibatkan masa depan dan keselamatan dalam negara , kesannya bukan sehari dua , tapi disebabkan kamu menganggap ia hanya mainan politik PR , maka ditutup segala kemungkinan yang ada sehingga isu ini tenggelam ........ adil.

Malam perkiraan undi berlangsung , wakil dari parti masing-masing bersiap sedia dengan pelbagai kemungkinan yang berlaku . Rakyat dinasihatkan untuk duduk di rumah bagi mengelakkan sebarang kekacauan mahupun memberi ruang provokasi dari mana-mana pihak. Bagi yang mempunyai akses internet tentu sahaja suka untuk memilih laman sosial sebagai medium untuk mengetahui perkembangan semasa keputusan pilihanraya. TV pula dilihat lembab dan lemah dalam melaporkan keputusan PRU hingga dikritik hebat oleh warga maya. Malah banyak keputusan yang bertentangan antara TV dan media alternatif yang sentiasa bergerak laju dari pelbagai sumber . Biarpun begitu , kekeliruan yang besar berlaku pada malam tersebut, mungkin kerana akses media alternatif yang datang dari pelbagai sumber mengelirukan setengah pihak , yang sudah diisytihar menang sebentar tadi diumumkan kalah pula kini , ianya pelik pada kali pertama tetapi pada malam tersebut , berpuluh kes yang sama terjadi. 

Keadaan menjadi panas pada tengah malam apabila pengiraan masih belum selesai . Ada sahaja sumber yang mengatakan pengiraan dibuat semula berulang kali . Ada yang mendakwa peti undi baru sampai , ada yang hilang dan ada yang tiba-tiba muncul selepas 'blackout'. Blackout ? pelik bunyinya kerana tidak pernah terhadi fenomena seperti itu sebelum-sebelum ini . Tidak dapat dipastikan berapa kawasan pengiraan undi yang menghadapi masalah tersebut. Jam sudah menunjukkan angka 12 , tetapi masih belum ada keputusan rasmi dikeluarkan . Benarlah , keputusan PRU13 merupakan keputusan PRU yang paling lewat penah dicapai. 

Sedang aku lagut di daerah twitter jaya , tiba-tiba terdapat satu tweet yang telah mengesahkan bahawa BN telah menang dengan majoriti 112 kerusi parlimen . Secara peribadinya aku tidak dapat menerima kemenangan tersebut melihat apa yang telah terjadi , aku masih terkebil-kebil tidak faham , tiada angin terus sahaja diumumkan menang , mungkin aku ketinggalan dalam mengikuti arusnya yang terlampau 'laju'. Benar-benar keliru dengan apa yang terjadi aku terus sahaja melihat facebook , BN telah menang dan keputusan tersebut adalah muktamad. "Ini adalah perkara yang tidak disangka-sangka secara tiba-tiba " , kekalahan pada malam tersebut diterima dengan merenung kembali peristiwa-peristiwa yang terjadi sebelumnya , 'begitu rupanya..........'

Berikutan dengan siri blackout yang berlaku , awam percaya bahawa kejadian tersebut merupakan tindakan pihak lawan untuk menjatuhkan PR . Malah melihat kepada lanjutan dari awal proses pilihanraya , daripada isu dakwat kekal , pengundi hantu yang diberi IC , proses pengiraan yang mencurigakan dan lanjutan keputusan yang berubah selepas blackout menaikkan kemarahan rakyat. Kemarahan mereka itu cuba diperlihatkan dengan masing-masing menukar gambar profil di facebook dan twitcon dengan tema hitam , 'Blackout' menjadi fenomena di laman sosial bagi menunjukkan protes dan sindiran .

Malam tersebut dihabiskan untuk melihat perkembangan selepas kemenangan tersebut , ucapan tahniah dari tokoh-tokoh dan figura terkenal dan kata-kata perangsang dari kedua-dua parti . Sesungguhnya dalam tempoh lebih kurang 3 hari , sebelum,semasa dan selepas PRU , aku melihat semua orang bercerita perihal politik mahupun yang berunsur politik. Tidak aneh jika ia datang dari ahli agamawan , ahli akademik , mahasiswa , ahli pemikir , mahupun figura terkenal , tapi agak pelik bagi aku kerana ia datang dari rakan sebaya dan junior. Aku sebenarnya bangga dengan keadaan demikian , kerana ia memperlihatkan anak remaja juga masih prihatin terhadap masa depan negara , yang menyedihkan jika merasakan itu bukan tanggungjawabnya untuk mengambil tahu perihal politik negara. Biarpun cara mereka melihat dan memberi reaksi terhadap isu-isu politik agak menyedihkan tetapi perkara tersebut boleh dibaiki melalui proses memerhati , membaca dan berfikir yang lebih , Yang merisaukan adalah jika tiada langsung kesedaran untuk memahami politik dalam erti kata yang sebenar.

Kepedihan hati kerana harapan melihat Malaysia baru tidak tertunai menjadikan semua orang lesu pada malam tersebut , tidur dan masih tidur. Keesokan paginya , hari aku bermula dengan rawatan kerohanian . Kata-kata dan doa dari para pimpinan terutamanya Tuan Guru Nik Aziz dan Tuan Guru Haji Hadi malahan doa dari pakar motivasi , penceramah bebas dan orang kebanyakan seakan tahu jiwa yang sedang kosong dan kecewa memerlukan isi.

Kepada Allah-lah kembali segala urusan (وإلى الله ترجع الأمور )

Tugas kita di dunia ini ialah untuk terus berusaha dan beramal, walau apa hasilnya kita wajib berserah kepada Allah SWT dan bersabar. Ucapkanlah dengan sabar akan kalimah, إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون serta ucapan قَدَرُ اللهِ وَمَا شَاءَ فَعَلَ 'Allah sudah menakdirkan sesuatu yang dikehendaki dan dilakukan.' [riwayat Muslim] 

Kemudian mari kita bersama-sama berdoa, اَللَّهُمَّ أُجُرْنِيْ فِيْ مُصِيْبَتِيْ
وَأَخْلِفْ لِيْ خَيْرًا مِنْهَا ' Ya Allah! Berilah pahala kepadaku di atas musibah yang menimpaku dan gantikanlah untukku dengan yang lebih baik dari musibahku.' [riwayat Muslim]

Bagi mengatasi rasa sebak, sedih dan kekecewaan atas segala penipuan, khianat dan penyelewengan yang dilakukan maka cukuplah kita berdoa kepada Allah dengan membaca, اَللَّهُمَّ آْفِنِيْهِمْ بِمَا شِئْتَ 'Ya Allah, cukupkanlah bagi aku akan mereka itu dengan apa yang engkau kehendaki.' [riwayat Muslim]

Semoga kita dan keluarga terpelihara dari kegelapan fitnah yang menanti dihadapan ! 

-Ustaz Emran Ahmad-

Kita tidak boleh kawal apa berlaku di luar diri kita, tapi kita boleh kawal apa berlaku dalam jiwa kita. Jom jaga akidah, ibadah dan akhlak kita dalam apa suasana.

Tukar cara kita melihat sesuatu perkara yang kita lihat akan berubah. Guna kaca mata keimanan dan melihat segala sesuatu dengan mata hati dan sebarkan kasih sayang dan sayangi semua orang dan doakan orang yang berdosa di beri hidayah dan di ampunkan dosa mereka dan minta jauh dari kita melakukan kesalahan yang mereka lakukan. Jom audit 

-Prof. Dr.Muhaya-

Alhamdulillah..suasana yang tenang di bumi Terengganu. Sedang minum pagi menghirup kopi dan makan keropok keping bersama Ayoh Chik TGHH di terataknya di Rusila. Menilik wajah tenang pejuang mengahadapi suasana. Menyerap kata-kata hikmah dari dadanya.

Hidupnya sabda Rasulullah SAW di hadapan mata saya " ajaib sungguh perihal orang beriman. Setiap apa yang berlaku adalah baik baginya. Dan perkara ini tidak berlaku kecuali hanya pada orang yang beriman. Jika dia diberi kebaikan dia syukur. Yang demikian itu baik baginya. Jika dia ditimpa ujian dia sabar. Yang demikian itu baik baginya.

Alhamdulillah. Syukur dan Sabar..
  
-Imam Muda Fakhrul-

Senarainya tidak terhenti setakat itu , rohani terasa benar-benar diisi pada pagi tersebut. 

Saya tidak ada apa-apa alasan untuk bersedih atau kecewa. Malahan gembira kerana bakal kerajaan yang dibentuk bukanlah kerajaan yang dominan untuk mentadbir dengan gaya autokratik.

Najib akan lebih berwaspada mendengar kehendak rakyat dan kepentingan negara. Pimpinan Pakatan Rakyat pula perlu menjadi pembangkang yang lebih membina.

Perjuangan mesti diteruskan. Usaha mesti ditingkatkan. Semoga lima tahun lagi kita bukan hanya mempu menang dalam PRU 14, tetapi juga punyai kemampuan untuk mengisi kemenangan.

Ubah.

Tidak berhenti di sini.

 -Hasbie Muda-

Keputusan penuh pula dianalisa

Pertambahan Kerusi Yang Banyak Oleh PR Di Peringkat DUN. Yang Paling Ketara, Negeri Johor Dimana Dari 6 Kerusi Dun, PR menambahkannya Menjadi 18. Begitu Juga Pertambahan Di Pahang. Juga Terengganu & Perak (Menang Tipis)... Tahniah, Suara PR Kini Makin Kuat Di DUN... Kepada Pulau Pinang, Selangor & Kelantan, Tahniah Kerana Berjaya Mengekalkan Kemenangan Dengan Majoriti 2/3.

Ramai bertanya sama ada saya puas hati atau tidak dengan keputusan PRU. Saya katakan saya kecewa kerana telahan awal saya bahawa BN akan tumbang dalam PRU ini meleset. Biarpun kalah, saya yakin kekalahan PR adalah kekalahan bermaruah yang mendokong semangat demokrasi. 

Sahabat lain bertanya, apa yang perlu dilakukan jika tidak puas hati. Saya jawab setiap bantahan perlu dibuat mengikut saluran undang-undang. Maknanya ialah buat buat petisyen pilihan raya di Mahkamah Pilihan Raya dalam masa 21 hari dari tarikh keputusan digazet. Yakinlah jika PR di pihak yang benar, dalam kegelapan itu tetap ada harapan. Teruskan!

Sahabat juga bertanya apa pula yang saya puas dengan keputusan pilihan raya ini. Saya puas satu perkara: kita masih mempunyai pembangkang yang kuat. Moganya dengan cara ini mekanisme semak dan imbang dapat berjalan dengan baik untuk memastikan janji pilihan raya ditepati dan nasib rakyat terbela.

Sahabat yang lain pula bertanya, apa harapan saya dari pilihan raya ini? Saya berhasrat untuk melihat wujudnya sistem dua parti yang berdaftar, iaitu BN di satu pihak dan PR di satu pihak yang lain. Saya yakin sistem pakatan melalui sistem dua parti ini lebih sesuai dengan sistem politik permuafakatan yang kita amalkan selama ini. Harapnya selepas ini, Pendaftar Pertubuhan dapat meluluskan pendaftaran gabungan PR.

Saya katakan begini kerana sudah sampai masanya Malaysia perlu berubah ke arah satu politik baru yang lebih matang.

Sebagai penutup, dalam bahang pilihan raya yang masih hangat ini, saya inigin katakan satu perkara: sama ada kita penyokong BN atau PR, kita tetap rakyat MALAYSIA.

- Prof.Madya Dr.Mohd Agus Yusoff , penganalisa politik-

Maka berbagai pandangan dan analisa diketengahkan dan aku seronok membacanya kerana ia mempersoal dan terus mempersoal sistem yang ada. Jika kita tutup sebentar isu kemungkinan penipuan berlaku dalam proses pilihanraya yang disebut tadi , kita boleh merenung kembali punca kekalahan yang berlaku . Benar kata bijak pandai , sekarang bukan masanya untuk bersedih , sekarang memerlukan kita merangka strategi baru dan bertindak secara proaktif .

Perubahan positif yang berlaku terhadap suasana politik negara menunjukkan usaha yang dibuat Pakatan Rakyat mempunyai nilainya yang tersendiri . Jangan lewa apabila terasa kuat , lawan tidak akan diam terhadap ruang-ruang kelemahan yang ada. 

Buat masa sekarang , teruskan dengan agenda menentang penipuan yang berlaku dalam proses pilihanraya . Kata mereka , kita tidak dapat menerima kekalahan , kita sengaja mencipta isu bagi menutup malu kerana kalah , kita cuba mencetuskan huru hara , itu menunjukkan yang perjalan dalam perjuangan ini masih jauh kerana masih terdapat golongan yang berfikiran sedemikian. 

Seperti kata Dr.MAZA ''Perjuangan yg besar ialah mengubah pemikiran ke arah yg benar dan sahih. Bila itu diubah, banyak yg akan berubah.''

Banyak yang boleh diambil dari kata-kata Dr.MAZA tersebut , dari segi pemikiran masyarakat , melayu terutamanya , pemikiran ahli politik dan pemikiran pendokong parti politik sendiri.

We have change .... and we need to change.

Kepada kerajaan baru yang diberi mandat , teruskan rancangan transformasi anda dengan jayanya . Peluang untuk anda memenangi hati rakyat melalui pentadbiran cekap dan bersih sentiasa terbuka .

Registration day in UTP

May 31, 2013, 12:12 am

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assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh ...
Hey long time no see ! I'm just so excited to write within this time , my finger move like there's snakes skirting in my veins ! . It has been 2 weeks since I leave my lovely warm house and step into a new world ... world as a UTPian !

UTP stand for University Teknologi Petronas , Udang Tanjung Piai also can lah . Did you know how busy my parent and I the day before the registration ? this story of our one day journey is not suitable to be told to the heart disease patients . Did you remember this entry : Third of May Sensation ? This is the beginning of all the things I had now . After discussing a little bit with my family , I decide to wait for UPU's result as this UTP need a lot of Ringgit to be compared to public University even though it is acknowledge as one of the most prestigious University in the country (it is also known for its dynamic futuristic chansellor complex muhehehehe)

Chansellor complex from the air view : google view to be exact

Several days after that , on 14/5/2013 my father had a simple chat with Cik Ani (my junior's mom)  and ya you know how International Parents Conversation was , right ? . My father convince me to take this chance , it's not easy to get offer to UTP they said , it's lucky to be one they said , money is not even a problem they said , I'll be in a good hand they said , I'll get a very good job they said , and mostly it was very hard to get in! so if you're chosen to be one , it's not a choice , it's a must to go ! ya Allah , I really felt like I'm the luckiest girl in Ipoh (I love Ipoh :3) hehehe.

Right after that time , I open UTP online apps , called the office and bla bla bla until I got the offer letter and all the specification (the apps in actually has been close that time) . And to make it more dramatic , I thought I'll be call to register on 16/5 but on that offer letter it's stated that my registration will be on 15/5 !!! tomorrow !! I don't know what to feel that time , it's like cooking a maggi without a bowl of hot water (I don't know how to make good analogy this time , I'm in hurry lalalala  ) That afternoon , we're busy dealing with office stuff , all the document bla bla bla bank bla bla bla . That evening , I packing my things and list all what I have to buy , on that night , we go to shopping mall and running all the way to get the things done.

We successfully get the important things done that night , my parent is really a legend , I owe my life to them :')  MashaAllah. On the morning of the registration day , my big brother drove ( I proud he accompany us ) . Tronoh is 1 hour from my house in Ipoh , so we have no problem involving punctuality , you know ,  it's like "I want to take a nap for a while , tell me if we arrive , oh!! we've arrived ! why so early ?  " ..

The registration is held in Chansellor hall , so this is my second time coming to that prestigious hall , symbol of grandeur for UTP . They gave us a MAS (Minggu Aluan Siswa) packages which including bag , t-shirt , baju kurung batik for formal ceremony and MAS schedule . We then go to the Village V2C (residential college for lady ) and we're freely to choose our room and roomate ! . So I choose room 117 on 2nd floor and suddenly there's man came and ask "ada roomate lagi x ? anak pak cik tak de lagi ni" , so I without a second " ya ya boleh boleh , saya memang nak cari roomate :) " ... oh rezeki , I got Atiqah from kedah as my roomate , my impression is , she is kind and cute !  .

in chansellor hall wearing MAS t-shirt

 Bila dah dapat bilik apalagi , you don't come here to goyang kaki hehehe . So we begin our job cleaning the room while our respective parent have a briefing with UTP's administrator . We cleaning and tidy bla bla bla you know that job .... ~(^,^~)

AT 3 pm we are called to go to chansellor hall to manage our personal student's file , when maghrib come we're compulsory go to An Nur mosque , hearing tazkirah and perform Isyak (tazkirah also in english sometimes , due to the presence of international students) . On that night we're having our first Minggu Aluan Siswa !! we're gathering at main hall , this hall is usually use to perform a theater and drama , so imagine how fantastic its audio , visual , lighting , curtains system is ! really get on my adrenalin (because nerves is too mainstream) . Introduction to the MAS begin with ARP session (Activity Role Play ) where you'l learn a sort of movement , ice-breaking all those fun fun things >,< . Our Main faci for ARP is abang Meon and abang Rasyid (they're famous among us now hehehe) . Both of them can be a comedian ! they really know how to make us forget our sadness of leaving home and be crazy instead !

1st day as UTPian and there's rainbow behind , the scenery is so calm - An Nur Mosque -

We're having a movie there "The Pursuit Of Happiness " based on the true story , will smith as main actor , I'm sure many of us have watched that movie , I myself having a 3rd time on that night. so we end our first day inspire by that movie , how fascinating !.

Our Minggu Aluan Siswa story will be continue if I have much time for that (sound like I'm the president of some sort of country) I'm in rush to go to family day ! . My mom said , I need a year to tell my MAS story because I keep talking when she pick me up yesterday muhehehe. It was so fantastic , mom !!!

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Reach for it, reach for it, far away Someday a new page will turn I'm sure it'll be filled with lots of people It begins A long, long story about you  - Ikimono Gakari    So long time no see, my beloved gen.waruchi has been 'krik krik' for a month. I'm home right now in  conjuction with mid sem break which I consider as 'cuti melepaskan rindu' , I miss the old time when I got 24 hours a day to goyang kaki and do nothing except eat , sleep , online , eat , sleep and keep breathing. But of course I had to go through this phase of life which we known as " formal education" , objective ? just to  make you rich enough so that you can eat , sleep , eat , sleep with your own money ahahahahahahaha teruk  betul cita-cita itu. Well that's another story , because I'm sure I need 721 pages just to tell about that thing. Let's just straight to the point here , I introduce you my buddy system which everyone in UTP should have.

Unfortunately, suddenly everyone in buddy system was disappear after MAS whahahaha! I got no picture of our Smart group (usrah team under rakan masjid authority), our sister kak yan and kak fiqa and all of other members , we're closer in this smart group. On 29/6/2013 saturday, My class ( civil) was having Down To Earth Program which is compulsory for us as an Islamic Studies' student at Kg.Bali. This program was kind like an introduction for us to the community  service activity. Students should be close to the society and be a part of them in order make the students themselves aware of what's going on in society and continue to serve them, that's what I conclude from this  down to earth program. Logistic Department committee  Yah, I'm sure all of us having fun that day, kalau sebelum ni tak penah tau cemane bentuk cangkul sekarang  dah  master sampai boleh gali kubur sendiri .EH.

On sunday,the day after that, we're having a field trip to Lost of Tambun under Thinking Skills subject.

some of our international , they are all civilians muhehe

Don't ask me what is the actual purpose we going there because everyone has no idea of what's actually they should do . But all of us come in the same conclusion, we're 'lost' there playing water all day long like a child!.

Suddenly, in the moment I just realize that I've come to the new page of my life where all of these new things suddenly appear and say hi . 

Life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. Don't resist them - that only creates sorrow. Let reality be reality. Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like.

Lao Tzu

Our own Osem Video

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Pernah dengar tentang osem video ?. Angel Pakai Gucci yang mempopularkan term osem video ni melalui pertandingan yang di 'host' kan oleh blog beliau. Osem video pada pandangan akulah, suatu bentuk video yang direka mengikut kekreatifan sendiri untuk menyampaikan mesej dakwah islamiah dan kemudian diupload di youtube untuk di 'share' kan bersama  (｡-_-｡ )人( ｡-_-｡) (betul x ? heaa).  And now, we also have our own Osem video ! . 

Sebenarnya projek osem video ni adalah coursework under Islamic Studies Subject, bukan buat suka-suka saje luangkan masa no no no (`へ´*)ノ I have to breath too mwahah.  Kinda proud ada osem video sendiri,selama ni tengok orang lain punya jah, Alhamdulillah. Big appreciation kepada Ummi & Alia yang banyak contribute untuk projek osem video ni, to our special appearance, Sidi and Suhail, dan adik beradik yang turut sama menjayakan projek ni Fara (mak lang), Beela and Qila. Gila candid bak hang mwehehehe. I think too many picture of us in the video right ?. Not sure if this is the video for da'wah or promote ourself..EH. blup blup blub.....blup blup blup....

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We have power to select our response

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Have you ever in your life blaming other people or circumstance for what you have to counter ?.  I'll give you a very simple example, you are in bad mood, grumpy all day long and when asked why, you'll said "I cannot be happy today because my brother eat my favorite cake and left nothing for me.".  It's like blaming the stimulus (brother eat cake and left nothing) for your response (sadness).  Well, this phenomenon is normal in our life, everybody will react the same, grumpy all day long when something bad happen to them.  And there's even a believe that it's our nature to be sad or angry if something bad happen to us,  we'll felt like we are the victim of the situation and make pity of ourselves "look at me, I'm the most innocent creature on earth, but people keep hurting me, how pity I am." We make genetics, circumstances, conditions, or conditioning as a reason of what we give out in our life.

As taken from 7 habits of highly effective people by Stephen R. Covey

Somehow there's a terminology in which describe this type of phenomenon, it's called as 'reactive'.  Reactive means we, by conscious decision or by default, chosen to empower those things to control us.Reactive people are often affected by their physical environment.  If the weather is good, they feel good. If it is not, it affects their attitude and their performance. While the opposition of the reactive is become proactive. Proactive means that as human beings, we are responsible for our own lives.  Our behavior is a function of our decisions, not our conditions.  We can subordinate feelings to values.  We have the initiative and the responsibility to make things happen.Responsibility - "response-ability" - the ability to choose your response.  Highly proactive person recognize that responsibility.  They do not blame circumstances, conditions, or conditioning for their behavior. Their behavior is a product of their conscious choice.

Proactive Model

Proactive people can carry their own weather with them.  whether it rains or shines makes no difference to them.  They are value driven.  While reactive people are effected by their social environment, by the 'social weather'.  When people treat them well , they feel well, when people don't, they become defensive or protective.  Reactive people build their emotional lives around the behavior of others, empowering the weaknesses of other people to control them.  Proactive people are still influence by external stimuli, whether physical, social, or psychological.  But their response to the stimuli is a value-based choice or response.

As Eleanor Roosevelt observed, "No one can hurt you without your consent." In the words of Gandhi " They cannot take away our self respect if we do not give it to them." It's our willing permission, our consent to what happen to us, that hurt us far more than what happen to us in the first place.

This is of course very hard to accept emotionally, especially after we have had years and years of explaining our misery in the name of circumstance or someone else's behavior.

This is the language of reactive people to evade their responsibility :
" that's me. That's just the way I am." - I am determine, there's nothing I can do about it.
"He makes me so mad!" - I'm not responsible . My emotional life is governed by something outside my control.
"I can't do that. I just don't have the time."- something outside me (limited time) is controlling me.
"If only my wife were more patient."- Someone else's behavior is limiting my effectiveness.
"I have to do it." - Circumstances or other people are forcing me to do what I do. I'm not free to choose my own action.

How to overcome this reactivity ? We should aware that we have responsibility upon what we give out,  let's look deep inside us rather than blaming other factors. In this 7 habits of highly effective people, Covey has outlined a step by step way to change reactive habit into proactive habit.   But what I want to highlight here is, whatever your circumstance, condition, or situation, you always have a choice how to give response.  Who said when you are in bad situation you should feel bad and make other feel bad too? It's more to doctrin rather than what it should be. I want to make this more specific to what I really want to convey.  In our lives, we see when something bad happen to us, we intend to react according to that situation , bad - bad , sad - sad , happy - happy , good - good . For instance if we lost job, someone make us mad, broke with our spouse, or any bad situation that you could think of ~ happen, what most of us react ? in the context of emotion , how ? grumpy all day long, keep blaming the situation for disturbing our emotion  and make people around us feel bad too. Even though people around us should understand and sympathy with us, but what's oppose us to keep a positive attitude  ? I have this question in mind "it is necessary for us to show our grumpy or sad face when something bad happen and make others feel bad too ? or maybe I can keep smile, keep cheering other, and join the happiness around me ? "  The problem with most of us is, we think it's natural to act like what have been mention above because that's the way we have been brought to since we were kid. But the thing is now, we want to change ! We want to make the better us , we want to develop ourselves, we want to give out a positive energy to our surroundings, we want to be the most highly effective people to achieve our objective . Due to that, we have to start control our response.  Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves.( Quran 13:11) By selecting to what we want to give out for that particular situation, it means we empower our own decision rather than empower the situation to control us.

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Once you have that sense of mission, you have the essence of your own proactivity.  you have the vision and the values which direct your life. You have the basic direction from which you set your long- and short-term goals.  You have the power of a written constitution based on correct principles, against which every decision concerning the most effective use of your time, your talents, and your energies can be effectively measured. 

- Stephen R. Covey

Source : http://9gag.com/gag/aLKMPzV?ref=t

Certainty of Uncertainty

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" Fikiran kita banyak dipengaruhi oleh suasana dan orang sekeliling. Tanpa disedari, kita cenderung untuk membenarkan orang lain membentuk fikiran kita. Banyakkan kepercayaan kita terhasil ketika kita masih kecil, kita membentuk kepercayaan berdasarkan apa yang orang lain di sekeliling kita kata atau lakukan. Bagaimana kita menafsir pengalaman dan keadaan semasa adalah sebahagian besarnya ditentukan oleh kepercayaan kita. Sebagai anak-anak muda, kita biasanya menerima sebagai benar pandangan ibu bapa dan guru-guru. Walaupun "berfikir atas diri sendiri," adalah lebih besar kesannya daripada kita sering tahu atau melapangkan dada untuk menerima."

 Tiada apa untuk diterangkan di ruangan ini, hamba hanya ingin meluahkan apa yang hamba fikir dan rasakan.

Fikiran mempengaruhi tingkah laku dan sikap kita (behavior). Atau mungkin tingkah laku dan sikap kita yang mempengaruhi fikiran. 

I have many question to ask, but don't know to whom I should ask. To be an unknowledgeable person make you a traveler, searching for answer, what how and why, and perhaps it make us a thinker. 

 But in the process of searching for answer or meaning, we unconsciously followed what has been indoctrinated to us. Wonder would the result be if we leave this indoctrination in the process of thinking ?

After one question to another, we traveled along within our mind and reach on a question, asking about ourselves " What am I ? what's the use to think ? What is the fundamental of believe that I used to hold when I'm thinking ? what am I thinking about ? " 

When we feel that there's nothing else leave to wonder or we use to believe we know everything or we believe that our way thinking is the most authentic, maybe that's the the problem.

Honestly, I don't like to make thing complicated, for me "why so serious? keep simple and effective." But then I found those people who discuss a lot about the fundamental of thinking itself. They do not ask about "what do you think about this,that,these,those? " but they ask "what is thinking?"" who are you?" and at the same time I found a people who at my sight is really not thinking or maybe their way of thinking is really bad. Later then I ask " which side is me? " 

This certainty of uncertainty (Kepastian terhadap ketidakpastian) make me feel so stupid like I know nothing. Many questions yet no answer. 

Freeze for second. Jika berjalan dan berlari itu adalah puncak kepada penggunaan kaki melalui proses 'ta tih', mungkin persoalan-persoalan ini membawa kepada puncak penggunaan akal melalui proses berfikir.

Don't afraid to have doubt . Don't be afraid to thinking big, let's out from the old frame of mind.

Typical people may say "please keep it simple kid, I'm afraid you will go crazy by thinking too much or perhaps you will mislead by you doubt." . May Allah safeguard us from those things and guide us to His path. If thinking is a criminal, i'm afraid that prophet Ibrahim A.S is a criminal.

Indeed, in the creation of the heavens and the earth and the alternation of the night and the day are signs for those of understanding.Who remember Allah while standing or sitting or [lying] on their sides and give thought to the creation of the heavens and the earth, [saying], "Our Lord, You did not create this aimlessly; exalted are You [above such a thing]; then protect us from the punishment of the Fire.(Ali-Imran 190-191)

Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau memesongkan hati kami sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami dan kurniakanlah kepada kami limpah rahmat dari sisiMu; sesungguhnya Engkau jualah Tuhan Yang melimpah-limpah pemberianNya.(Ali Imran 8)

Bacaan umum : Saifulislam - Pelajar Mesti Seorang Pemikir

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Story 1

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.
His bed was next to the room's only window.The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end.

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and colour of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every colour and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed. One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.

It faced a blank wall.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'

Epilogue:
There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations. Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled. If you want to feel rich, just count all the things
you have that money can't buy.

Story 2

An old man saw a scorpion drowning and decided to pull it out from the water. He calmly extended his hand to reach the creature. 

When he did, the scorpion stung him. With the effect of the pain, the old man let go the creature and it fell back into the water. The man realizing that the scorpion was drowning again, got back and tried to rescue it but then again it stung him. He let go of it again.

A young boy standing by, approached the old man and said, “Excuse me Sir, you are going to hurt yourself trying to save the evil-vicious creature, why do you insist? Don't you realize that each time you try to help the scorpion, it stings you?”

The man replied, “The nature of the scorpion is to sting and mine is to help. My nature will not change in helping the scorpion.”

So the man thought for a while and used a leaf from a nearby tree and pulled the scorpion out from the water and saved its life.

MORAL LESSON:

Do not change your nature. If someone hurts you, just take precautions. Some pursue happiness while others create it. Let your conscience be your guide in whatever you do.

Source : Facebook page Learning Petals & The Idealist

How many of us when encounter a difficult situation will constantly give warmness and smile to other people just like the man in first story? Or maybe, how many of us after being betrayed, hurt or broke by someone still stand with the value of trust just like the old man in second story ? True, it's rare to find this kind of person, maybe it's a time for us to be one. It's not something extraordinary which impossible to apply within our live. By changing our level of thinking, it perhaps will enable us to achieve this kind of personality. 

I would like to take the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People by Stephen R. Covey as reference to explain what I think about the men in the story. This is the continuation from the entry We Have Power to Select Our Response. 

Covey mentioned that the approach of this habit is in harmony with the natural laws of growth, we each begin life as an infant, totally depend on other, then gradually we become independent to take care of ourselves. Our growth from infancy to adulthood is in accordance with natural law, and there's many dimensions to growth. Reaching our full physical maturity doesn't necessarily assure us of simultaneous emotional or mental maturity. On this maturity continuum, the difference between dependence, independence, and interdependence is define as above :

Dependent - you take care of me
physically - paralyzed or disabled or limited in some physical way, I would you to help me.
Emotionally - My sense of worth and security would come from your opinion of me. If you didn't like me, it                        could be devastating.
Intellectual - I would count on you to do my thinking for me, to think through issues and problems of my life.

Independent -I can do it
physically - I can make it on my own 
Emotionally - I would be validated from within. I would be inner directed. My sense of worth would not be a                      function of being liked or treated well.
Intellectual - I could think my own thought. I could move from one level of abstraction to another. I could                         think creatively and analytically and organize and express my thought in understandable way.

Interdependent - we can do it
Physically - I am self-reliant and capable, but I also realize that you and I working together can accomplish                      far more than I am alone.
Emotionally - I derive a great sense of of worth within myself, but I also recognize the need for love, for                               giving, and for receiving love from others.
Intellectual - I realize that I need the best thinking of other people to join with my own.

Interdependent is a choice only independent people can make. Dependent people cannot choose to become interdependent. They don't have character to do it.

The men in the story is perhaps an emotionally independent person that make them capable to be emotionally interdependent, it would be impossible for them to cherish others if they doesn't have a sense of worth within themselves. They emotion is not derived from situation or how other people treat them, instead, they have their own value and consciousness which give out the positive attitude regardless of the situation.

"You can't jump into effective relationship without the maturity. the strength of character to maintain them" - Covey

Don't allow your wounds to turn you into a person you are not. As what my favorite song, kanashimi wo yasashisani (Naruto theme song) said, " Turn your sadness into kindness and your strength into your uniqueness ".

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Ketika kita ditimpa sesuatu musibah dan kemudian dipesan untuk bersabar, apakah yang berada dalam fikiran kita ketika itu? Kebanyakkan orang menyalah tafsir maksud sabar sehingga jikalau kita disuruh bersabar kita menyangka bahawa kita disuruh untuk menyerah. Walhal sabar itu mempunyai makna yang besar sehingga dijadikan nilaian bagi mengukur keimanan seseorang. 

"Kesabaran adalah bertahan dalam mengerjakan perintah Tuhan dan menahan diri daripada melakukan perbuatan yang dilarang Tuhan." - Muhammad bin Shalih al-munajjid, dipetik dari Rusdin S. Rauf

Kita selalu menyangka bahawa sabar, tawakal dan pasrah itu mempunyai makna yang sama walhal ia sememangnya berbeza.  Secara peribadinya, aku tak suka jika disamakan antara sabar dan pasrah. Ia seolah-olah menyuruh untuk berputus asa tanpa melakukan apa-apa usaha terhadap musibah yang berlaku.  Walaupun kita seharusnya menerima bahawa apa yang berlaku adalah takdir dari Allah, namun Allah juga menyuruh kita untuk berusaha.  Seperti yang dipetik dari Dr.MAZA :

Kita disuruh berusaha kerana keizinan Allah itu sering berkaitan dengan usaha yang menuruti sunnah ataupun tabiat ciptaan alam. DIA boleh memenangkan para nabiNYA dalam sekelip mata, namun itu tidak berlaku. Semua para nabi terpaksa berjuang dan mencari sebab musabab untuk membolehkan mereka menang. Lihat Maryam ibu Nabi Isa, ketika dia dalam keadaan lemah hendak melahirkan Nabi Isa a.s., Allah menyuruh dia menggoncang pokok tamar. Rutab (tamar masak) pun jatuh berguguran. Firman Allah: (maksudnya)

“(ketika Maryam hendak melahirkan Isa) maka sakit beranak itu memaksanya (pergi bersandar) ke pangkal sebatang pohon tamar; dia berkata alangkah baiknya kalau aku mati sebelum ini dan jadilah aku dilupakan orang dan tidak dikenang-kenang! lalu dia diseru dari sebelah bawahnya:” janganlah engkau berdukacita (wahai Maryam), sesungguhnya Tuhanmu telah menjadikan di bawahmu sebatang anak sungai. Dan goncanglah ke arahmu batang pohon tamar itu, supaya gugur ke atasmu buah tamar yang masak.” (Surah Maryam 23-25).

Lihat, padahal Allah Pemberi Rezeki, tidak bolehkah DIA gugurkan sahaja buah tanpa perlu Maryam bersusah payah menggoncangnya?! Jika pun dia goncang, sekuat mana sangat wanita yang sarat mengandung dapat menggoncang pohon tamar?! Tidakkah dia sedang mengandung dengan pilihan Allah terhadap dirinya. Ya, namun, Allah mahu hidup ini berjalan menurut tabiatnya, usaha tetap disuruh dan bantuan Allah akan mengiringnya. 

Bagi aku, Sabar bukanlah bermakna menerima apa yang berlaku secara tidak bertanggungjawab dan berputus asa, Sabar ialah menerima takdir Allah dengan penuh rasa syukur kerana yakin dengan hikmah Allah berikan pada hambanya dan seterusnya bersedia untuk bertanggungjawab bagi memperbaiki situasi. 

Orang yang bertanggungjawab tidak akan merungut dan malas dalam tugas.  Sabar sangat jauh dari erti pasrah. Tetapi ia dekat dengan redha. Aku suka dengan kenyataan Rusdin S. Rauf bagi mentakrif maksud sabar dalam bukunya Quranic Law of Attraction :

"Sabar bermakna menahan diri daripada menyerah ataupun dalam perkataan lain, mesti terus berusaha.  Sabar bukan bermakna berhenti berusaha ataupun bekerja.  Sabar dalam berusaha bermakna menahan diri daripada putus asa dan tetap bersemangat dalam bekerja serta tidak bersikap malas." 

Jika sabar itu dekat dengan pasrah, ia seolah-olah menyuruh kita untuk menyerah kalah dan berputus asa. Sedangkan agama menyuruh kita untuk berusaha dan meyakini hikmah Allah.  Ada yang cakap syukur itu kadangkala lebih tinggi dari sabar. Bagi aku pula,sabar tidak mungkin dicapai tanpa syukur, dan syukur juga tidak mampu dicapai tanpa sabar. 

" Hakikat syukur adalah mengakui nikmat Tuhan dan menggunakannya bertepatan dengan keredaanya.  Manakala hakikat sabar pula adalah tenang di bawah kekuasaan takdir tanpa mengeluh di hadapan makhluk dan putus asa pada kurniaan Tuhan. " (Ibnu Ad-Diba' Asy-Syaibani, Mukaffiratudz-Dzunub wa Mujibatul Jannah) dipetik dari Quranic Law of Attraction.

Agak aneh jika kita mengatakan orang yang kuat semangatnya dan susah untuk berputus asa itu gelojoh dan tidak sabar.  Walhal sikap optimistik mereka itu sendiri datang dari kesabaran, sabar dengan cabaran.

Habits that Hinder Thinking

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1. The Mine-Is-Better Habit 

 This habit causes one to have a very individualistic attitude, to be self-centered, they are often closed-up in making sweeping assumptions and it destroys objectivity which prompts us to prefer self-flattering errors to unpleasant realities. 

Example :
"My car is better than your car."
"My dog looks better than your dog."
"I submitted the best project for this course."

Key Words :
I, my and mine.

How to prevent this habit from surfacing : 
Don't let your ego get in the way of the truth.

2. Face-Saving

It is a defense mechanism, a strategy that we use to protect our image. A natural Tendency arising from our ego. 

Example :
" I would have never missed my ride if you weren't talking to me."
"I would have never broken the glass if you didn't ask me to fix you something to drink."

How to prevent this habit from surfacing :
Don't "point the finger." Take fault for each mistake that you make.

3. Resistance to Change 

Tendency to reject new ideas and new ways of seeing or doing things without examining them fairly.  Always thinking that the way is better and that there shouldn't be any reason for change.  Many people who are very traditional,  insecure and afraid to leave their comfort zone (simple laziness) fall victim to this bad habit.

Example :
I have been doing it this way for 30 years, why should I change now?

How to prevent this habit from surfacing:
We must not embrace every new idea uncritically but be open to any useful idea, and be willing to suspend judgement. Test the idea out to see how it fits into your world.  I you don't like it then you can throw that form of change to the side.

If we resistant to change, we are resistant to discovery, invention, creativity, progress.

4. Conformity  

Following the crowd because you don't want to be labeled as different. Harmful conformity is what we do instead of thinking, in order to belong to a group or to avoid the risk of being different. But it would be a mistake to fight conformity by refusing to do as others, to be different for the sake of being different. Not all conformity is bad.

Example:
Everyone else is making a right turn on red even though  the sign prohibits; I am going to make a right turn as well.

How to prevent this habit from surfacing:Not all forms of conformity are bad.  So you would have to take time out to think about how it will effect you.

5. Stereotyping 

It is a fixed viewpoint that you may have based upon someones race, gender, religion etc.

Example:
All asians are good in math.
Most engineers are men.

How to prevent this habit from surfacing:
It is best to put those stereotypical thoughts behind you when meeting new people. "Never judge a book by its cover."

6. Self-Deception is lying to yourself.

Many people deceive themselves about their competence.  They have acquired the habit of pretending they are knowledgeable, and in time come to believe the pretense themselves.

Example:
"They slammed on breaks at the yellow light.  It wasn't my fault I hit them in the back; they should have went through the light."
Students who get low grades because of missing class,failing to hand in assignments, or refusing to prepare for examinations, accuse their lecturers of favoritism and prejudice.

How to prevent this habit from surfacing:
Always recognize the truth in every situation, even if it isn't in your favor. If you deceive yourself about your knowledge, you will not be able to decide accurately what information you need to solve a problem. And if you are in a habit of judging dishonestly, you can never to hope to judge well.

Source : Ruggiero,V.R.(1984). The Art of Thinking : A Guide To Critical and Creative Thought.

Promise Yourself

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“Promise Yourself

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.


To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.”

― Christian D. Larson, Your Forces and How to Use Them

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Sudah Ketagih agaknya, sepanjang 2 minggu cuti sem ni aku tak boleh lelapkan mata kalau sehari tak tengok movie animasi hollywood ni. Ini semua gara-gara Madagascar 3, buat aku bertaut hati dengan warna warni filem animasi omputeh ni. Not to say that I fell in love with Skipper, the leader of the super famous penguins of Madagascar wkwkwkw. "Kowalski .. status report" 

Maka bermulalah perjalanan imaginasi aku bersama watak-watak animasi ni. Ajaib, mereka tidak wujud tapi impak yang diberikan seolah-olah mereka kawan baik yang sama-sama menghadiri tadika eheh. Nak dibuat cite la kan, aku amaze sangat dengan Madagascar ni mungkin sebab masa tu aku jarang mengilai memandangkan ekzem in coming, sekali bila aku tengok benda alah ni, keluarlah segala sisa makanan aku.


Inilah bahagian paling bewarna warni dalam Madagascar 3, it show time !. Tak tersangka pulak aku sarkis ada yang begini rupa, really the unexpected.

Aku jugak boleh head bagging dengan lagu Afro circus si Martin (zebra). Kalau aku nak cite pasal betapa lawak dan harmoninya movie ni memang tak cukup jari. The genius penguins , Skipper, Kowalski, Rico and Private were always doing the unexpected. Rescuing, protecting and machine just pass to them !

This is my favorite dialogue : 

Kowalski: Can we get an Airbus A380?

Skipper: Solid gold, baby!

Kowalski: Skipper, I'm afraid a solid gold plane would be too heavy to fly.

Skipper: Kowalski, we're rich now. The laws of physics don't apply to us.

Rating : 4 stars 

Here come another Movie

1. Shrek: I didn't know what I had until I lost it.

3 and half stars

 Megamind: There's a benefit to losing: You get to learn from your mistakes.

4 stars

B.O.B.: I may not have a brain, gentlemen, but I have an idea.

3 and half stars

Mike : Look at them, what they have in common

Squishy : Errr... Nothing ?

Mike : That's the point !

4 stars

Narrator: The story said she was a prisoner but that wasn't totally true because she had hope and whenever you have hope, you're never really anybody's prisoner.

Narrator: So sometimes it doesn't take much for your dreams to come true, you just have to be able to see it that way.

Narrator: Ok, remember when we said that grief was the strongest thing a person could feel? Well, it isn't. It's forgiveness because a single act of forgiveness can change everything.

3 Stars

Soothsayer: Your story may not have such a happy beginning, but that doesn't make you who you are. it is the rest of your story, who you choose to be ....

4 stars

Every story has its own value and lessons, learn from it. Don't underestimate these cartoons, it's how you look into it.  If you think these cartoons have no lesson, then perhaps you're an alien with no heart hehehehe .

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“Mastery of self is the endless battle in which we must pursue our consciousness straight forward, and head over heels transmute all our focus on what it is ailing our immediate reality. Question yourself without pride and ego, step out of your shoes and look from the outside it. What do you see? What do you hear? This is the reflection our your energy, your absolute control source. Does it benefit you?”
― Will Barnes, The Expansion of The Soul

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Nikola Tesla was born on July 10th 1856, in the territory of modern day Croatia to his two Serbian parents.

Tesla grew up into bright inquisitive, yet eccentric child, who found himself fascinated by the world around him.

Tesla once tried to fly by jumping off the roof of a barn while holding on to an umbrella. He devised a bug powered motor using Junebugs, but had to abort his experiment after a friend decided to eat some of the bugs (Tesla thought this was gross). He once attempted to generate electricity by rubbing two cats together, which resulted in two very mad cats and a scratched up Tesla.

On June 6th, 1884, Tesla arrived in the United States. He was hired by Thomas Edison to do basic electrical engineering, but moved up to re-designing the direct current generators that ran Edison’s business.

Edison offered Tesla $50,000, or about $1.1 million in today’s currency to make these improvements. After completing this assignment, Tesla asked about the payment for his work. Edison didn’t pay out the money. He claimed that he wasn’t serious about the payment, that Tesla didn’t “understand American humor”.

Tesla eventually left Edison’s company and partnered with George Westinghouse in 1888 to commercialize his system of alternating current (AC). The problem here is that alternating current competed with direct current, which Thomas Edison built his entire monopoly on. Thus begun the “War of the Currents”.

Edison started a massive smear campaign against Tesla and alternating current, trying to scare people into avoiding it’s use. He spread false information about deaths from alternating current, lobbied against it, and went so far as to electrocute a circus elephant in public.

Direct current had plenty of faults, it was the cause of death of countless children, and created numerous house fires. Also, the maximum reach of direct current was about two miles, which meant a substation had to be built to continue the current. They would still be building substations today if they were going to get electricity across the US.

Tesla’s alternating current could go for hundreds of miles. Lights running on alternating current were brighter, unlike the dull yellow lights running on direct current.

Eventually, Edison had to give into the demands of the people, and go with alternating current.

Tesla’s influence goes much further than electricity. He had over 700 patents, and came up with ideas such as

Robots
Spark Plugs
the Electric Arc Lamp
an Xray Device
Blade less turbines
Wireless communication
Electric motors
Laser technology
Neon Lights
Remote Controls
Cellular communication
The radio
An electrical bath to remove germs
RADAR
Wireless communication
And much more

Tesla died from heart failure in a room of the New Yorker Hotel, on January 7th 1943. Despite his fame and influence on the world, he died with significant debts, and all alone.

While Edison is known as the inventor of the century, Tesla is only acknowledged as a paragraph in today’s history books, forgotten, and unappreciated.

Read more http://www.trueactivist.com/gab_gallery/the-history-of-nikola-tesla-a-short-film/


Meanwhile, all the credits were given to Thomas Edison. 

It is undeniable that Edison has contributed an invention that lead to what we called now as modern world, but remember, he's not worth all the credit meanwhile the other inventors being forgotten.

Tesla is really a real genius, which here mean Brilliant and Honorable. He invent those great electrical device but he's also denied for his own creation just because he's a troubled businessman. The power of Corporation. HUH.

 Nicola Tesla is the greatest geek ever lived ! - http://theoatmeal.com/comics/tesla / http://9gag.com/gag/4220010

"Let the future tell the truth, and evaluate each one according to his work and accomplishments. The present is theirs; the future, for which I have really worked, is mine."
Nikola Tesla

We worth the truth. 

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When I woke up this morning, my mind suddenly played a song which begin with this "oooooo yeaa..yeaa" and I know which song it is. So tonight, I take this grand hour to show you this Naruto Shippuden 12th ending song titled For You by Azu ... not in intention to make you amazed with the singer's voice, but indeed I want to give you some kind of feeling ... the feeling of being loved and being supported. I dedicate this song to all of my friends .. or maybe some strangers who currently striving in life, well technically we are all regardless of what language we spoke are striving in life (even sleeping isn't an easy work to do), so it is even better for me to dedicate this song to all of human which is currently breathing ..... and even me to myself *feel loved* ♥～(‘▽^人)

Lonely because the wind blew 

Feeling I realized 

That even though the answer is nowhere 

Call me I already knew 

With you that love is 

For each other

For you

 Because you'll surely 

Fly up to this sky 

Even if you fall a few times 

For you 

There's just one important thing 

To keep on dreaming 

Please don't close off your heart

Even though you were hurt 

You held back your tears and endured it 

Since I came 

To see you clearly 

You don't have to tell me anything 

I already know 

That you always try hard

Runaway if you're lost 

Try again many times 

Since it's possible to redo it many times 

I'm here next to you 

Believing don't be afraid 

About trusting each other

For you 

Because you'll surely 

Fly up to this sky 

Even if you get hurt a few times 

For you 

There's just one important thing 

To keep on dreaming 

Please don't move your eyes away

I applaud your courage 

I'm talking about the treasure that is irreplaceable 

Now spread your hands and fly high

Because you'll surely 

Fly up to this sky 

Even if you get hurt a few times 

For you 

There's just one important thing 

To keep on dreaming 

Please don't close off your heart

Some Delight

November 2, 2013, 6:24 am

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Just some photo of me and my friends at the Oval Park spend some time breathing some fresh air.  You know what will happen if I holding a camera right ? ya ... the camera will not fall down. These are some photo which mostly taken by me using mama mijah's camera (mama mijah here refer to respected name of my lovely friend, Hamizah). Now... having some awesome photo with me, I make some editing for one reason, I like to waste my time doing what I like & wanted to do mwahahahahaha .. naah it just take a few second, technically no time is wasted if you love doing what you do.EHE.

# Feel like wanna be a part time photographer ... even the photos is not that pretty, but I love it :')